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| Monday, December 05, 2005 |
| scolded by coach. sad. i didnt improve at all afterall. was not in a mood to play today.l reminiscing about the past with jl and here also. |
training sucked sucked sucked today
yuhui got scolded by her coach.
face reality girl,
you ain't good at badminton at all.
the teachers don't think you've improved.
the coach thinks you have potential but you ain't working hard.
its a fact that you haven't improve at all over the past year.
a fact that she just throws in your face.
its a fact that the others have improved and there you are,
still at the starting point of the race.
ignorant of what had been happening
ignorrant of how lousy you are.
give up girl.
stop fantasizing.
stop living in lala-land.
stop dreaming.
just STOP.
its a undeniable FACT,
that you'll never be able to excel in everything and anything in life.
you're not the smartest, nor the best.
as pointed out by your ever-so-truthful coach.
sigh. i just wasnt in the mood today.
and i played badly.
sucked totally.
i didnt even feel well.
too little sleep i guess.
felt damn tired throughout training.
no energy at all.
plus early in the morning we had to run so much i the court since only 7 people turned up.
don't want to talk about it anymore.
hmm..
jessling and i were reminiscing about our past..
primary 5.. where lynn me and eleanor sat together at the back.
and she in front.
that was the best seating arrangement ever.
every chinese lesson jessling would turn back and we would discuss our work together.
and we would always be talking about our idols such as 5566 and stuff.
haha
really really fun.
and i remembered disfiguring lynn's pencil case till she had to change it cos it was full of my pen ink.
haha
and yes. on my birthday...
i received lots of presents.
it was almost the best day in my life.
it was kinda surprising,
because i didnt expect any at all.
i didnt expect everyone to remember it was my birthday.
i didnt expect everyone to bother to buy me a present.
when they should have already been broke since they were many people born in july.
i didnt expect the badminton team to go round asking for their signatures on the card from the seniors.
i didnt expect.. everything.
to everyone who made it my day, whether or not you're reading this, THANK YOU, from the bottom of my heart.
and rehearsals for graduation were fun.
i still remember the play.
i was playing enru in primary 3
i had a D for maths/science?
and then after tutoring from the teachers [beryl]
i immediately improved to acheive an A*.
it was damn cute.
haha
sigh.
the past is now gone and what's left are but memories...
to be treasured, and cherished deeply...
Parting is such sweet sorrow
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