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| Thursday, November 10, 2005 |
| why cant i be a stupid fellow and i can go arnd doing what ever i want to do. |
sigh
you know sometimes i really wonder
why i must be in rgs?
why why why
i mean, if i wasn't in rgs, i can focus on so much other stuffs
other than academics
i can like go support whatever idols i want
go learn whatever i want
without pausing to think
"Will it affect my studies?"
its really saddening at times
like if i was in some lousy pokk school( not that i discriminate them)
then i wouldn't have to think
twice before doing what i really want to do
like today, when i went to reguster for guitar
my mum was asking me if i would be able to cope
and she was saying
if my results detioriate(how to spell) then i would have to stop learning guitar
and like you know, people have idols.
its like before you go for any autograph session
must make sure whether your hw finish or not
got any upcoming tests or not
then again, why must we be filial
i mean
i am proud to say that i'm a really filial daughter
always thinking about my parents first
i'm not boasting or anything, but thats the only good point that i am confident to say and shout out loud.
but its tiring at times you know
like i'll have to consider beforehand whether my mum will be unhappy about anything or whatever...
and then i'll be restricted to do what some others can do..
and sometimes i ask myself, why can't i just be an ungrateful idiot that doesnt care about anyone else's feelings?
life will be much simplier you know
why must i be in rgs?
if i was friggin' shitty in my studies
i could be in some other schools
and why are my siblings so smart
and they all aim so high
i mean most of my cousins don't aim for like overseas scholarships and stuff
why does/do my family have to?
rgs is like friggin good
but i'm not enjoying the honour of being in it.
"Will if affect my studies?" |
| posted by chanyuhui @ 00:58 |
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